Hey everyone. Due to some upcoming internal turmoil, I'm putting my art on temporary hiatus. I'll still be taking photos, and writing and stuff, but it'll mainly be for myself. I'll still respond to messages and the like, you just won't be seeing new stuff from me for at bit. At least until I figure out what is going to happen.
Its complicated and rather personal to explain, so I won't.
but I will say this, what ever decision that I come to will mean massive/serious changes to my life. Which may reflect into my persona here.
So please bear with me for the time being.

I realize that perhaps I've been doing this a lot? But maybe it hasn't so much been reflected on DA in more than a decline in submissions.

I think... I just need some time to think, and do some soul searching. I almost wish there was a convenient wilderness for me to retreat into to do this thinking, but I have a full time job to maintain.


On a lighter note (haha, yeah right), I believe I have narcolepsy. Which would explain a lot. Daytime drowsiness, disrupted/distorted sleep cycles, and why I fall asleep in class all the time.
Of course I don't have medical confirmation of this, but I will be seeking that out relatively soon. Get some sleep studies done, and with hope, be put on some medication to help me at the very least stay awake during the day.
I've helped the issue quite a bit by setting aside a "nap time" halfway through the day. I even went so far as to schedule classes around my naptimes when at all possible. But still, feeling drowsy and actually falling asleep at inappropriate times kinda disrupts a full time job. They don't understand why a 19-year old girl needs "nap times". *grumble grumble*
I might also have sleep apnea. According to my ex-girlfriend, I would stop breathing in my sleep at times. Nice big noticeable gaps. It definitely freaked her out. Constantly happened if I slept on my back.
Sleeping problems are one of the things having serious significant others is good for.

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THE LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Missing Link
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation